My Friend, My Secret

My friend, My secret.

I'm trying to not think of you
And I'm trying not to care
And I'm trying to just talk to you
Not scare you, when I share;
And I'm not trying to make a move
And I'm not trying to make it weird
And I'm trying (and yes, sometimes it sucks)
Not to act as I have feared;
And I'm trying to forget my feelings
When I'm close to you
I've learned to just ignore it all
It's much easier to be untrue.

-Jon Wimer